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Name: Helen
Birthday: 7/13/1986


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Sunday August 17, 2003

A woman who is uncomfortable watching a guy masturbate:
a) Probably needs a little more time before she can cope with that sort of intimacy.
b) Is uptight and a waste of time.
c) Shouldn't have sat next to you on the bus in the first place.


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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Alot of shit has happened in the past couple of days...from the moment we were called to rush to tennessee...to the ride home...all there is to say is that...things are happening so quickly...time is passing by in front of my eyes and i don't even notice it...my grandmother passed away...it was on wednesday...it hasn't sunk in yet...but its like she's still in tennessee...i wish she still was...she has stayed strong for so long...and i wish we had done so much more for her funeral but i guess we did wut we could...seeing her in the hospital like that was so depressing...but i guess times are changing...for the better...and the worse...but i juz wish that my grandparents are peaceful together, wherever they are...

r.i.p yen buu duong 2/25/04


Wednesday, February 18, 2004


lol fuk this site i'm mad bored with this shit...i need to go out on a layout shopping spree....hehehehe...lol my creative mind is down the drain...lol all i kno right now...the easiet shit to come up with...is PINK!! hehehehehe...the shit i come up with will take months so fuk this....fuk u...fuk this fukking world...hehe its 3:47...u kno wut i need?? i need some drugs...no school means no drug suppliers...lol woooooooooooooooweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................. - helen -


Friday, January 30, 2004


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Sunday, June 15, 2003


(START May 25 3:18 AM)


hehe it has weird questions..but wutever...and i might not finish...



[Spell your first name back wards]: Neleh, hehe coool
[The story behind your xanga user name]: lol simple...i was too lazy to make up one, so i asked cathy and she made up this for me...which stuck ever since...
[How old?]: 16 turning 17 soon..yay! can't wait dammit...rated r movies...arghhhh
[Where do you live?]: Brooklyn, NY...repping the 718! ohh yeaa baby!! haha okie i'm not thatttt ghetto now..
[4 words that sum you up]: weird, skinny, smart?, blind!
(DESCRIBE YOUR:)

[Wallet]:
its brown with a broken clip on the front so its not gonna be my wallet for long...it folds into 3, where u can open it up to slide in/out ur bills..a little picture holder..card holder...and a zip place with 2 pockets for coins..hehe
[Hairbrush]: A black prickly hairbrush, with a purple handle to hold on when hair gets snag...so u can pull out a huge hairball and leave a baldspot...
[Jewelry worn daily]: okiee...4 gold rings..lol the other one outgrew my finger...3 gold bracelets...lol 7 broke or got lost somewhere...2 gold earrings...and one silver guess watch...which doesn't match, but i need to tell the time!
[Pillow cover]: depends which one i take lol..i hav a black one with stripes...a red one with gold flowers...a white one with pretty flowers...and..i think thats it? hm...
[Coffee cup]: lol yea yea..coffee's bad for u...wutever..but i like the caramel frap..lol which cathy introduced me too..hehe yummeee
[Shoes]: the ones i mainly wear?? my black and white puma's =) otherwise yeaa..i don't wanna list em..
[Handbag]: a brown one with white stitching all around...lol the only one i've ever hav...
[Favorite top]: my black and white silk halter top with a white strap to tie around the stomach
[cologne]: lol dunno..i don't wear or care for it..so i guess the one that cathy pointed out at victoria's secret juz today? lol...or axe...hehe
[CD in stereo right now]: cd player? stereo? wuts that? lol i kno of an md player...ghetto people now downloading..hehee but i would like the evanescence cd tho..if i had a cd player that is...
[Piercings]: earrings..but elsewise..none...at the moment..
[What you are wearing now]:my yellow pj's with little toys all around..hehe a tank top and shorts..
[Hair]: extremely black and straight
[Makeup]: i'm not really into that kinda stuff...well i do wear lip gloss..so my lips won't freaking flake..well i use lancome...forgot wut its called...
[In my mouth]:kimchi! mad spicy yo
[In my head]: 4:00..cuz thats when i'm planning to go to sleep..and when the fuk this shit will end..
[Wishing]:that i could raise my grade the 3rd marking period so colleges won't think i'm stupid lol..
[After this]: hw? lol prob not...juz sleeping..or trying to..
[Talking to]: myself and josh
[Eating]: uh...wuts the difference between this question and the in my mouth one?? okie forget it..i don't wanna kno...
[Fetishes]: chocolate!! and ice cream!! yummy...
[Some of your favorite movies]: the score, the replacements, the negotiator, the waterboy...can't think of anything else..lol notice they all start with the...
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: no more school! woohoo! and nicer weather!!! geez..crappy ass rain...
[The last thing you ate?]: kimchi!! i sense a similiarity among the questions..
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: nothing really...
[Do you like candles]: i guess? it gives u light? it burns? i dunno...but theres no reason not to...
[Do you like incense]: yes..but not when it starts burning my eyes tho!
[Do you believe in love]: yess, but i don't think one person can juz fall in love with only one person..it juz never seems to come out that way..lol reasons for talk shows....
[Do you believe in soul mates]: i guess..
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: NO
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yess..but not when that sob does the same shit again..
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a snake, or a gerbil...
[What are 3 states you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: california, florida, the sunny states lol...nevada? las vegas!
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: snickers ice cream bar! lol or twix...and any candy..and chips..god i pig out a lot lot...
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: how the world works?
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: lol well i would say david..even tho i forgot his name juz now..he..he...
[What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow?]: i juz hav a great non-stressful day of relaxation..
(In the last 24 hours, have you:)
[Cried?]:
nahhh
[Bought something?] yes, 2 shirts and a pair of pants
[Gotten sick?]: yes, freaking car sick from that ride..i don't throw up tho..thank god..juz those freaking headaches and dizziness
so yeaa..i'm not finishing it...lol till next time...
(END May 25 3:59 AM)

(START June 15 7:12 PM)

[Sang]: yes, lol of course...all the time
[Eaten]: yes, zeppoles! yummyy xD lol juz now..and duhh u need food to survive..esp. in 24 hours jackasses...
[Been kissed]: yes, joshieee...lol
[Felt stupid]: hehe, all the time...i feel stupid right now...wtf do i kno...
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't]: well last 24 hours?? nopiess
[Met someone new]: nopeee
[Moved on]: nope, shouldn't these questions be more than 24 hours...
[Talk to an ex]: lol wut ex??
[Missed an ex]: lol i need one first!
[Talked to someone you have a crush on]: lol nahh
[Had a serious talk]: yup yup
[Missed someone]: yup, ohh i like thess yes and no questions..so easy
[Hugged someone]: yup
[Fought with your parents]: hm...lol i don't think so...
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with]: lol i don't really remember my dreams

(Social Life:)
[Best girl friend]:
no one really that i really tell my secrets to or wut not..well theres cindy/stephanie
[Best guy friend]: Joshieeeeeee xD
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend]: yup yup, Joshieeeeeeeeeeeee xD
(END June 15 7:22 PM)

(START June 24 11:49 AM)

[If no, current dating partner]: lol....huh?
[Hobbies]: Listening to music, sleeping, being stupid, being lazy, eating food, hibernating for the majority of the year, watching tv, playing sports if there is some physical strength left, using the internet!
[Pager]: lol, prob will get one soon...mom is threatening bout the whole no calling and going out thing
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower]: hehe i'm the prettyy wallflower, who juz stands around and looks pretty!
[What type automobile do you drive]: lol none yet...still gotta get my drivers license! and permit for christ sakes!
[What type automobile do you wish you drive]: the mitsubushi eclipse sp 2003, or the mustang xD
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date]: lol either one, don't matter, one usually includes the other anyhow
[Where is the best hangout]: hm...for me? the park? lol i dunno...u can freaking hang out anywhere...
[Do you have a job]: nope...would u like to supply with me one?? i need one desperately!!

[Do you attend church]: lol temple maybe...buddhist...but yeaaa, that clashed with the whole sunday "family thing", and it juz totally disappeared...lol we're all gonna go to hell...
[Do you like being around people]: only when i'm feeling social...

(Who:)
[Have you known the longest]:
well in this school...tiff, crystal, and now josh, was linh...but cut off contact with her...but i guess like 8 years is still sumtin huh?
[Do you argue the most with]: cathy....arghhh *cringes* lol i kno ur reading this...*waits for flying toys*...lol and lately josh
[Do you always get along with]: lol josh? ahahahahahaha..no i dunno, friends mainly that i always joke around with
[Is the most trustworthy]: i'd say....josh
[Makes you laugh the most]: josh
[Has been there through all the hard times]: josh? lol there hasn't really been any hard times..but wuteverrrrr
[Has the coolest parents]: lol...cool...and parents...go together? lol i'll juz say tiff's, they seem nice enough
[Has the coolest siblings]: lol dunno
[Is the most blunt]: geez..i dunnoo
[Is the smartest]: lol me!! lol nahh more like...natasha, yvonne (lazy tho)
(Personal:)
[Who is your role model]:
hm...i dunno...
[What is some of your pet peeves]: lol people chewing ice in front of me...going to the dentist! wannabes...people lieing...untrustworthy people...lol i hav alot okiee...
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with]: hm...yeaa
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex]: uh...yes? this is a weirdass question
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after]: lol usually the smart, funny kind...but the smart kinds disappeared on me...haha i'm joking
[Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)]: uh...lol probably
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: lol duhhh...who doesn't...
[Rather be the dumper or dumped]: lol for me, i'd like to be the dumper...i hav a low self esteem...being dumped will prob kill it...
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"]: uhh...a relationship...a "hookup" sounds like a so-called relationship, but only to hav someone..or sex
[Want someone you don't have right now]: nahh
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend]: lol nahhh..it seemed nasty to go out with them..like they're ur siblings
[Do you want to get married]: one day...with the right person..i don't wanna end up on jerry springer
[Do you want kids]: lol used to never...cuz of those pregnancy tapes they show u in school..but after a while...yeaa in the future

[Do you believe in psychics]: yess..but not that jamaican wannabe on tv..ms cleo..haha
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time]: believe? lol no...but its a possibility
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance]: my...hair...lol everyone thinks its a weave...*sigh* but in a good way tho..lol
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being]: i'm forgiving...lol or more like i'm forgetful...which ends up forgiving...
[Are you happy with you]: lol uhh...no not really
[Are you happy with your life]: lol semi...its getting there
[If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be]: lol..juzz about everything...

(END JUNE 24 12:12 PM)


Friday, December 13, 2002

This is a remembrance for my grandfather..
I truly believe the quote now that "you don't know what you have until its gone"...and i learned this the hard way...my grandfather passed away today, and i love him dearly, he's always helping those who need it..even at his age he was still working as hard as ever...i'm juz sorry to say that i didn't hav a closer relationship with him, i was always joking with him..i dunno..i don't think it even has crossed my mind yet...its so different from when it happens to urself...then to other people..i'd always tell people that they're in a better place..but now that my grandfather actually has gone, or "expired" as the hospital says..its juz different...alot..i feel so bad for my grandmother as well..the one she loves..is gone...the one who is taken care of her all these years..but i guess i do havta believe that he's in a better place, or he should be..cuz he deserves it..god bless u grandfather, u'll be in our thoughts forever...
r.i.p. bill nguyen, my grandfather, the most thoughtful man i kno
Oct 2,1923 - Dec 13, 2002, age 79